My days seem slow as we continue to be apart
This emotion that I hold seems to tremble in my heart
I feel the deepest pain burning inside my head
And the only dreams I have, I seem to end up dead
How much can I bear the pain I have inside?
How much can I hold the tears I never cried?
I can not express enough the love I feel for you
I would give up my life, just tell me what to do
There never goes a day when you are not in my mind
I can't seem to forget and leave it all behind
Your are my baby girl I love you with all my might
When all this pain resides I'm sure to hold you tight
How much do I have to sacrifice to show you it is re
Black
A tide of sorrow,
The wake of pain,
The flesh of the cursed,
Not appeased by the rain,
A herald of chaos,
The bringer of night,
Hordes of the wicked,
Valor vanished in fright,
A war of violent peace,
The shadow born from cruelty,
A child of light swayed,
Now all the creatures swear fealty,
A wail of tormented sorrow,
The death of a million hopes,
A tower amidst the darkness,
A beacon when insanity gropes.
Your eyes shine
like the stars above,
No one can tell
that it is you
i am constantly
thinking of,
The angels look at
you with envy,
Who could
blame them,
your beauty is
un-touchable,
By mortal,
By gods,
By the angels that
take envy of,
You are truly
sent from hell,
Why else could
you send
such an aluring spell,
You attract the
eyes of the blind,
They can not spy,
The true evil that
within you lies,
No one can hide,
From your prying eyes,
I will not adide,
By the laws,
You continue to give,
I see your flaws,
You will surely fall,
Eventually,
You will go back to
hell were you
The rain comes falling down across the plains and fields.
Taking me far away to a land, a land I have never been.
Back to a time before I knew what trouble and heartache were.
Where the only trouble I knew was the little girl that broke my heart.
A land where the fields were green with hue
And the skies were such pretty navy blue.
Where the night skies were always mystic and full of stars.
That keeps you watching as they twinkled from afar.
Where the joyful birds sang their song for me to hear.
As though they were my friends that were always near.
The land, the land I have never known, I thought to myself, as the wind had blown.
A
'Strangers Glance'
Our eyes chase
in a moments chance
captured in your gaze
Focusing pass
reflections
realizing
one of many truths
Such a spirit
I am drawn to it!
like a flame
it dances
and plays
tilts and turns
Twisting around
a wick
of your physical presence
with intense brilliance
and yet
your exterior form
so calm
so collective
working in precision & grace
betrays this
But your eyes
give hint
windows to this soul
pressures
pulses with desire
burns through your veins
no quelling this alluring fire!
Pulling me into its trance
wanting to let go
and drift...
to your soothing
mesmerizing call
to be lost
bli
Because you're you
I love you so
With every breath
I hope you know
You're all I need
With every day
With all my heart
With all I say
Your loving touch
Sweeps me away
It's all I need
I'll never stray
This love so strong
This love so true
It's all I need
It's all for you
This love I have
It came to me
On wings of angels
It rescued me
It was the light
That chased the dark
It brightened up
My lonely heart
With all I say
And with all I do
I will be there
Cause I love you
When shall I walk down the park?
When shall I smell the pretty flowers?
When shall I feel your touch?
Only when we're together.
When will I stop thinking of you?
When will I stop liking you?
When will I stop wanting you?
I should think never.
When will our love blossom?
When will happiness reside?
When will time stop?
When we find each other!
And when we're together,
hopefully forever,
We will find each other
deeply in a rain of love.
BROKEN DREAMS
A spectrum of vision, like ghosts, they're now faintest;
Only dry bones where vitality once flourished.
Written on blank pages that time has now vanished;
A dream book in color that age turned into dust.
Like a painting whose subject had quickly faded;
It was gone before the nighttime sky missed the sun.
I search my mind for dreams in hope it's not barren;
To one day relive them or find them still planted.
Kaleidoscopic colors float but pass by me;
I can view them, but like a rainbow, out of reach.
It now is smoke and fading colors that I see
And yet the need for one to dream, forever preach.
On the wings of dreams
Sometimes life's tail entwines
Searching to find love devine.
Hoping to make one of twain
Empty soul, her tolls remain.
Then we stagger up that steep plateau,
Shouting "Houray!" to all below.
Up here the air is clean
Makes you sleep, heavenly dream.
Heart made one, three cords strong,
Bound by God, all love belong.
His ageless hands will part us nought
Destined to hear all she taught.
Her hair flows, heaven's flare.
Eyes that glisten, her soul made bare.
I turn to her.
She then to me.
This love will always
Set us free.
Last night, we fled, close locked, in sweet embrace,
Across the empty kingdom men call "Space."
So deep the solitude, I could but feel
Your fear within. It made my senses reel.
I clasped you closer, with encircling arm,
As though to shield you from impending harm
And like a zephyr, from the sun-kissed South,
I felt the pressure of your trembling mouth.
A flame shot through my soul, in that first kiss.
I was on fire. I knew no thought but this;
I loved you--mind, heart, body, brain and soul.
And had--since centuries first began to roll.
And when your melting mouth had answered mine,
Within your eyes, a new-born light d
Days turn into nite...but endlessness doesnt reflect with time.
When the sun doesnt shine, You are mine just by the moonlite
For Our souls to unite....Needs no pride!
Our turns are up!
With eyes wide shut.
Burns the darkness for our lives...
For beckoning is love towards destiny's call.
To see an end of You and Me,
Just seems like a defunct thought to me.
Her lips, her hands seem like a delusion
For me, to subdue you.
So the Escape for me and,
My asphyxiation can only see
Your want to need me much.
My Words dont rhyme to your hearts chime.
But see's thru every unneeded grime.
Doesnt have to end like this,
A Brighter side cou
Last night, we fled, close locked, in sweet embrace,
Across the empty kingdom men call "Space."
So deep the solitude, I could but feel
Your fear within. It made my senses reel.
I clasped you closer, with encircling arm,
As though to shield you from impending harm
And like a zephyr, from the sun-kissed South,
I felt the pressure of your trembling mouth.
A flame shot through my soul, in that first kiss.
I was on fire. I knew no thought but this;
I loved you--mind, heart, body, brain and soul.
And had--since centuries first began to roll.
And when your melting mouth had answered mine,
Within your eyes, a new-born light d
Current Residence: United Kingdom Favourite genre of music: RocK, MetaL, HiP-HoP, ProgressivE, Trance, Psychodelic, RaP, JaZZ n Blues n Blah Di Blah..on n on! Favourite style of art: ConceptuaL, Digital art, Romantic Poetry, Dark Sides too.. Operating System: Windows XP Pro. SP2. MP3 player of choice: Apple iPod Shell of choice: 20GA.REM.06 MODERN REMINGTON EXP NUMBER 7-1/2 SHOT,2-3/4"LONG, SHOTGUN SHELL :) Skin of choice: InvisiblitY Favourite cartoon character: Homer, Bart, Stuwie n Peter Griffin Personal Quote: Life's Hidden in Plain Sight...Just Gotta Look harder!
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I found this while surfing around :) a very interesting insight... (the depth of analysis mite startle u) But i do believe Tool (sply Maynard) is an amazing artist!
Peace out...:peace:
To me, Tool's Lateralus is the most amazing piece of music ever composed. I think Tool deliberately wanted to give their fans something truly amazing, but wanted them to find it on their own. "Recognize this as a holy gift..." At first, I thought that the song Lateralus was about tripping acid - discovering true color by seperating the body from the mind. At first listen, I imagined the bending envelope as an intense visual. After becoming more familiar with
Mood: :meditate:
Listenin to: Zero 7 - Destiny
Daysss passed and months and suddenly it struck me, I have not been writing at all and not visited this place since a loooonggg timmee.... A Phase that passed seems unfinished, only rearranged feelings and thoughts seem more evident. But my classes n assignments have kept me :juggle: time!
So nw that I finally have smtime so thought I'd write a few lines...
Hope I can get bak2writin eazy... :sniff: Need my inspirations bak! :) hehe!
Soo....Cya soon all.. will try n submit smthing soon :)
Mood: :bored:
Listening to: Pearl Jam - Yellow Ledbetter
So the times back..... end of the year the exams.....! Wont say I hate em. but dont love em! Sply coz they always manage to screwup my birthday:doh:.. But itsss All Good... Hav loads of plans for later... Summer looks worth waiting for ;) Cant wait to get bak homeeee!! :dance:
Sooo sorry for the long silencee....Hopefully wil be bak with some stuff once.. my exams are overr... Till then... Books here...i come :fingerscrossed: